Remain Grateful!!

Hello everyone! I hope all is well! My little ones are a little under the weather today, but still smiling! :) What a lesson in life...


Just found out a young man have stage 4 cancer...wow...made me realize how blessed I am and so are you! Thank you Lord for keeping my forever grateful!!!


Still making these inspirational earrings! Lol. About to start on some bracelets and send out discount codes so you can get yourself a pair or two! ;)


A few of my favorites:

All available to you at www.chariT.etsy.com!


Take care!!

My First Inspirational Jewelry video!!

Created this last night while I was half asleep! Lol! Enjoy!




I am SO EXCITED!!!!! God has really blessed me!! 


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Love ya! Be blessed!!

Last night

We made love last night
Nice and slow
We made love last night
Until you made me glow
We made love last night
Just me and you
We made love last night
This time it felt real...true
We made love last night
Until I couldn't take it anymore
We made love last night 
From the couch to the floor
We made love last night
Internally and externally connected
We made love last night
It was far beyond what I ever expected
We made love last night

We 
    made
       sweet
          beautiful
                love...

We're engaged!!!

 My best friend and father of my children proposed to me Sunday night after coming home from work and making dinner! I felt like a shy little girl! Lol!! Still on a high from that! :)


Now on to talk to the jeweler about having a beautiful Amethyst ring made!! YAY ME!!


And get to planning this wedding...going to be doing alot of DIY because our budget it TIGHT!! Any suggestions are welcome!! Take care!!

God be with us!!

My Earthday...yeahhhhhhh!!!!!

Long time no blog!!!!!

I am excited cause it is my birthday weekend! Yayyyyyyy!!! Go shawty it's your birthday, we gonna party like it's your birthday!! Leaving early today and have monday off as well, so let's just say I am grateful!! I'm Ret to parrrtayyyyyy!!!!! :)

I am blessed to have a man now...that's right a M-A-N, not a boy. Lol. Anyways he has some surprises in store for me starting today....can I say I am flattered!????

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!! :)

Hope things are well with everyone and God has been blessing you. Haven't had much time to read or write any blogs just had to jump on here really quick and say HI!!!

Oh yeah, Chris Brown needs his tail WHOOOPED!!!!! That is such a shame man. Hope he gets some help...

From my boy Ralph:

Give kindness, and it keeps going. Give kindness, and it continues long past the original expression.
Kindness inspires more kindness. A little bit of kindness can go a long, long way.
But why stop with just a little? Offer great kindness, again and again, and you truly change the world.
Think of how good it feels when someone is kind to you. Make it your goal to pass that feeling along to others every chance you get.
Give kindness and something amazing happens. Your own strength, confidence and joy will increase.
Add some kindness to your world today. And see the positive benefits as it continues to grow beyond you.

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Accomplishment is contagious. Catch it from yourself.
Experience how great it feels to accomplish a little bit. And you'll find yourself going for more and more.
Know the confidence that comes from being able to get something done. And you'll realize that anything is within your reach.
You are immensely creative and productive and effective in your own special way. Continue to examine, explore, and refine your understanding of the passion that lives at your very core.
Put some time into doing what feels right and natural and joyful for you. You'll be amazed and delighted at what you can accomplish.
Effort is truly a joy when it aligns with your purpose. Find that purpose, make that effort, and get yourself passionately hooked on accomplishment.
-- Ralph Marston

I almost forgot, HAPPY LOVE DAY PEOPLE!!! Go show someone you care!

Much love! Peace out!!

5x2 Lovekus...

Haven't written any haikus in a bit, here ya go Rich!

Is this moment real?
You gaze into my eyes and
My breath disappears
****
You inside of me
Filling me so completely
Dreams now appear real
****
You're so beautiful
You're touch amazing to me
The freak emerges
****
I melt onto you
Your life deep inside of me
Is this making love?
****
Lips exploring me
Seems I waited forever
You touch me at last
****
Fingers touch my hips
Anticipating, can't breathe
Rocky road ice cream
****
Kinky bedroom games
Hand cuffs or chocolate syrup
We'll have it our way
****
Beautiful music
You play me and I'll play you
Making love off key
****
Human treasure hunt
Have to find the hidden key
Tracing my body
****
We please to be pleased
Your pleasure exciting me
We come together

Hope you enjoyed! gotta get back into it! Much love!

On My Heart...

Inspired by Lions, Tigers, and Bears

You say you love

You show you care

Years of documented proof

Yet I'm scared

To fall in love with you

Afraid to become trapped again

Swear I have a backbone

But it melts when you enter my presense

You touch me and my pride drops to my knees

Feels like I can't breathe, can barely speak

Trying to control heavy breathing

What I feel trumps my previous realities

Choking my doubts and fears

Suffocating all reasoning

Anxiety threatening to weaken me

Cause life isn't as easy as it seems

Clinching for dear life trying to grab a hold of my sanity

Cause I swear I'm going crazy

Over you

Love is a Bullet

Love is pure addiction
Rip it away cold turkey and you might go crazy
Make you question you
Survival a new struggle day by day
Fighting to maintain dignity and respect
Hope destroying the finality of it all
Teetering on the edge of an engulfing depression
Threatening to steal my every breath and take me under
Being unsure the worst of it all
Being unsure the worst of it all...

What it is...(Break Up to Make Up...or Not?)

I want so badly to hate you
Yet I don't
I want so badly to put my hands around your throat and choke you
But I won't
I hope that this time you are taking is worth every second
Every minute
Every hour
Every day
E-ver-y week
It better be worth it knowing what this is doing to me
I hope this time prunes you to become the mature God fearing man you were meant to be
I hope it gives you the confidence and faith to go after what you want no matter how many times that you hear the word no
Cause coming back around this time won't be easy
Be sure to come with a steady foundation and strong locked backbone
Cause this world here is no simple playground for timid and self conscious fools...

In a Sentimental Mood...

How I am feeling...

Not having the one you love close to you
Feels almost like trying to breathe with no air.

Wow. That's a pretty good description.


That song 'No Air' by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown jamz!!
Check it out!

Breaking my...heart

Say mane,
Can you stop amputating my limbs
...with your unkind words and actions
I'm just saying...

Heartbreak

I reach with my heart open to love you
Yet you allow your fears to shut me out
Catching my heart in your slamming doors

Imagine This

I don't really write 'sensual' pieces much...but Soj G motivated me. So here we go!


As I slowly stroll
Fully aware of my vulnerable state
Sensuality dripping from my honey brown hips
Lust evaporating from the tips of my beautiful full lips
I feel you
Taut muscles flex under smooth skin
glistening with anticipation
An..ti..ci..pa..ting you

Feeling your desire
As it encompasses my feminine energies
I anxiously inhale
A
long
deep
breath

Filling my chest
With the feeling of being with you
The feeling of breathing you
The feeling of feeling you
Inside
of
me

I become shy
Wanting to hide
What I feel inside
Defuse the energy
Cause it's driving me mad crazy
Yet and still
I yearn for you

From the soles of your feet
To the top of your head
I want
all
of
you

Feel you wanting me
Watching me
Loving me
Seducing me
Lusting for me
While feeling yourself inside of me
Mentally

Lips graciously grazing
Tongues tenderly tasting
Wanting more and more
Of me
On you
Surrounding you
Every
inch
of
you

Making you mine
And me yours
If only
we
could
touch

I'm baccccckkkk!!!

Mannnnn, my birthday weekend was GREAT!!! Yea! I was sad at first. But despite the bad weather, I had a great time bowling and acting a fool with my friends. I love my friends man. It was great. Yeah...

Trying to treat each day now like it is my birthday....it's gonna be hard man, but I'm gonna work to do it!

Had a great time with my man. He surprised me on our anniversary (1 year...whoa!! lol). I was SO SHOCKED!!! He has never really been the type to surprise people. But he got me!! Lol. I felt all special. Yeah me. :) I feel all loved. That is what's up.

Been going to church more. THANK YOU GOD! Cause I surely do need it. I need Him everyday.

Mmmmm that is it for now....more to come...

Be a blessing.

Oooo Wee

Sooo...my birthday is coming up...yea!! :) I am SO medicated right now and in public! That is so sad. Lol!

Man ya'll I had a mini break through the other day. I was thinking over the last year of this relationship. Our 1 year anniversary is coming up too! WOW. Never knew I would see the day.
ANYWAY, see I am a control freak and I feel that my babe makes some choices and I just want to bust him in the head!! But I just kept thinking...thinking...and thinking cause u know you can't change people. Well, anyway I thought about my mom and me growing up. Man that lady must have had some PATIENCE. Bottom line, even though I have been saying it, I finally understand that you have to let people make their own mistakes and just be there for them. I think that is part or the reason I was being somewhat resistant towards him. It feels good to finally make that change....though I still want to do him like they do on those V8 commercials sometimes...lol.

Thank you God cause that is some unneeded stress. Holding on is stressful man. Man.

Anyway, I didn't do too much for my birthday last year....but dang it this year I am celebrating me!! :D

Oh Happy Day! ;)

That's what I want to be doin right about now..lol. Just kickin it.

I am SO in love right now! I do not understand it. I have been with this man for a year now and it feels brand new!! That is soooooo crazy to me. Hasn't always felt that way either. Think I am learning to let go of somethings.

I am more in love with life now since my fast. That is such a blessing. I think I am going to have to put a fast into my schedule more often....for real!

I am doing more now and talkin about it less, if you know what I'm sayin!

Thank you God for your blessed guidance. :D

Ya'll be easy.

Hey Folks! Something for Your Mind, Ears, and Feet!

I was reading Mrs. Vanzant the other day and she spoke about how we say we want to be loved, yet we are shut down towards it. It becomes a drug that never satisfies our craving because we are in constant denial...Man if this isn't the truth!!! Gonna have to write a poem about it soon...hmmm.

This lady is OFF the chain!!!

For my hip hop and trained dancers out there...check this out!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=176bFS3xG7Q

Verse for today:

" The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you."


~Be uplifted.

Love is Sideways...

i get on his lasssssst nerve

yet he still loves me

I give the same, so why dont i expect it?

A Few Haikus

You say you love me
Where is this love you speak of
I do not see it
~~~~~~~
Why do you love me
I push and push constantly
Yet still you remain
~~~~~~~
Your heart smiles
And my soul blossoms
For we live
~~~~~~
Your touch makes
My body quiver
Oh my Lord

Respect the wordz. Peace.

Who's the Master!!??

Today I am feeling a mixture of sadness and love. I actually feel kind of loved today. I am shocked!! Seems like God is putting me in positions to show my love in little ways to him and he is actually breaking his 'rule' and showing me that he notices and feels it! Yea me! ;)
And him too, of course.

You know how sometimes you feel someone is doing something because it is their duty? Instead of just doing it because they want to? Well, I happen to think that way about alot of people around me. And I am beginning to truly understand that the people that I deal with do things because they want to, not just because it is their duty. Guess it's that self pity thing gettin at me.

Anyway, I am actually starting to feel like he really and truly loves me....awww ain't that cute. May just have been me not wanting to believe...
We just came back from another wedding and I still ain't all hyped up about having one....but that's cool though. Still trying to get the basics of this relationship thing down.
Still learning the importance of releasing some of this pride and stubborness and doing what it is that God wants me to, in life period. I need to forgive and move on....but it's some hard stuff man...I just wanna be stubborn forever!!! Lol, just playin...anyway...

This is dedicated to Taimak aka Leroy Green!

Yesssssssss!!! Ummm hmm! God Bless America!
Who's the Master!???? I AM!!!!

Ok, ok I'm done.

God bless ya'll!!