Oooo Wee

Sooo...my birthday is coming up...yea!! :) I am SO medicated right now and in public! That is so sad. Lol!

Man ya'll I had a mini break through the other day. I was thinking over the last year of this relationship. Our 1 year anniversary is coming up too! WOW. Never knew I would see the day.
ANYWAY, see I am a control freak and I feel that my babe makes some choices and I just want to bust him in the head!! But I just kept thinking...thinking...and thinking cause u know you can't change people. Well, anyway I thought about my mom and me growing up. Man that lady must have had some PATIENCE. Bottom line, even though I have been saying it, I finally understand that you have to let people make their own mistakes and just be there for them. I think that is part or the reason I was being somewhat resistant towards him. It feels good to finally make that change....though I still want to do him like they do on those V8 commercials sometimes...lol.

Thank you God cause that is some unneeded stress. Holding on is stressful man. Man.

Anyway, I didn't do too much for my birthday last year....but dang it this year I am celebrating me!! :D