Thursday, June 11, 2009


I am so anxious
Sometimes it makes me sick
Scared to believe what may come
I know fear is False Evidence Appearing Real and I am working on reminding myself of that daily
I'm scared of not having control
Even though I really don't have it anyway
Being comfortable is starting to feel way too comfortable to me
I start to picture what I want to be in my mind
Then my thoughts of doubt sneak in and make me feel weird, even bad for thinking about change and upward movement
Like I should stay where I am and settle...continue to be unfulfilled
This is nonsense...

I will work and volunteer where I am giving and living a fulfilled life and helping others to do the same!
I will write a book of poetry and publish it.

I will sing from my heart and love it!
I will dance from my soul and love it!
I will use the talents that God has given me and remember that all things are possible through Him.

I will know that I am a spiritual being having a human experience and not the other way around.
I will learn to be 'in-spirit', I will learn to be 'in-spirit', I will learn to be 'in-spirit'!
I will invision CLEARLY and without wavering what I want in and for my life and move through my fear(s).
I will pray and believe that the things that I want are already here. I will speak them into existence.

I will remove these shackles from my mind and heart and learn to live again!

I deserve to be happy, joyful, and excited about life!
I deserve all of the best and will give the best to others!

I deserve to be free!

What about you?



Tee aka The Diva's Thoughts said...

You always write the most uplifting posts.

MysTery said...

Thanks hun! Just my testimony!

Taiwo said...

I love your blog! Beautiful, uplifting and inspiring. Also, thank you for posting the youtube clip from Prof. Edward's funeral. I wish I could have attended.


James Tubman said...

fear is a good thing

its like fire

it has the potential to cook great meals for you and warm you up when its cold

but it also has the potential to kill you

its all how you hold the fear

a good book for me when i was dealing with fear issues was

"feel the fear and do it anyway" by linda jeffries (i believe)

great pointers in there said...

Hey there!!

This is a strong testimony!!

Keep writing!

Feel free to drop by my spot and share! I love your voice!

Peace, blessings and DUNAMIS!

MysTery said...

Thanks guys!!

Kuan Gung said...

Great stuff here

Anonymous said...

Hello darling, oh sweety i don't know if your knew to this or not but don't rear anything ask God for everything he will help you. Allow god into your heart. And fight negative things. God loves youhe wants you to do all those things and more. Remember.

Anonymous said...

Ask God to take away all your problems and fearsand strengthen you. talk to God become closer to him. He will guide you and shine a light into you. He loves you.

God bless xxxxxxxxxxx

兩津 said...
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.