Despite this craziness going on, I got to go visit my folks for the holiday. Needed a few more days! Lol.
But it was wonderful. :)
So good to see my beautiful neice's face. Filled my chest with honor and love, replacing the sadness. Thank God for family. I appreciate them so much more right now.
Guess that is why God takes us through the storms...to appreciate things in life more. And through it all I am grateful.
Grateful that I am not allowing myself to become vengeful. Though I want to SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!! The devil is knocking on my door. Do you hear me!!??
But in order to have what I have never had, I must be able to do what I have never done. SO
I think instead of what I am blessed with and the fact that I have to accept what I can't change. If I try to, it will only make my life worse. Which wouldn't be too smart at all.
Things in life change, people leave, things leave. It may break your heart, threathen to break your spirit; but that is how life goes. Have to accept and swallow the pain and all it to run it's course or it could kill you. For real. Use those lessons to become a better you. Peace out!